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Saturday, April 28, 2007

First time, Long time.

Those big oily birds cleaning
their feathers on the roof,
what are they called? The
radio crackles. All over
the city installations open
their white walls to greet us
with mystification. Blind
the grey arthritic cat leans
his clouded head on his paw
waiting for footsteps. Wind
plays the chime. How
can it be the first and last
time all at once? The old
woman hobbled out of
the school bus. So much
sun, dead middle of summer,
worse than it's ever been. I love
baseball, it makes me angry
and hopeful for justice.
I once rode a boat all night
past the dark islands,
my fingers were playing
a tiny violin everyone heard,
no one knew what it was,
they thought a music box
in the luggage had opened.
I remember holding a coin,
but not why I said I too
see the lights of Tunisia,
Brooklyn, Spain, it took
ages to cross three avenues
through the morning
to where I could sit
down like an American
and start writing this for you.

the poem up there is written by Matthew J. Zapruder. for those who are doing the poerty module this term and have a unseen poetry test coming up, you can try annotating that. (:

anyways, that thing up there's just for i-dont-know-what. just couldn't think of a better way to start writing a post here when i havent written any before since the blog was created and that is i-dont-know-when.

i believe syf is over and many people are still thinking a lot about your performance on stage for that 10minutes or so. still no matter what results your school achieved, what it mattered most was the effort put in, not the results.

i think arts is a really abstract thing. did i use the right word? but nevertheless, while one might feel that an art piece is very artistic, the other might not even take a second look at it. when you have already put in your best in every aspect for your music or even drama, may it be cohesion, feelings/emotions, confidence, you should know better than to worry for the results.

of course the judges will try to be objective, but people will still tend to be subjective. so maybe you got gold without honours, silver, bronze or even certificate of participation, fret not over what you achieved because what it really matters is that you have touched the hearts of the audiences, you have moved them, you have moved yourself, and most importantly, 你沒有對不起你所創造的音樂或戲劇。

sorry about the 繁体字, my computer went bonkers.

yup. so jiayou and get on with life. maybe what yizuo said here applies. don't look back and brood over what you did not do right, get on with life. but to improve in life, you need to look back and improve based on what you think you did not get hold of the previous time.

so for those who did not do well this time, may it be for syf, competitions, school tests or even the daily work you get from school, i think that is when revision comes it.

dont see revision as a chore. see it as you re visioning what you did in the past and then rectify what you need. (: oh wells, it still sounds the same to me. :/

actually, i feel pressurized. while writing this post, that is. i fear that that are grammatical and vocabulary errors here and there, especially when there are english pros like maureen. heh. :S

anyway, jiayous with life. (:

toodles,
cherie

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